Frustrated

Am really frustrated with life... Job getting to me.. no work at the moment.. got to spend 9 hrs in office doing nothing.. its killing me.. don't wanna be at home.. don't wanna be in office.. don't wanna be in Goa.. I don't even know why I am writing this.. just wanna throw out my thoughts somewhere...

I wanna buy a bike.. get out on a friday night.. with just abt 100 bucks in my wallet... ride upto a lonely place.. maybe a beach, or a hill.. somewhere away from the city.. wanna sit there the whole night staring at the stars.. nothing on my mind.. just me, and me.. no one else.. will carry my iPod with me just on case..

Dunno what I would do on Saturday.. won't come home.. just ride on.. spend Saturday night again in a similar way.. Come back only on Sunday night..

I don't wanna spend the weekend at home.. wanna spend one weekend only for myself.. I don't wanna have my friends also with me.. Dunno why I would wanna do this.. but wanna do this once.. Fed up with people trying to interfere with my life.. people telling me what to do and what not to..

Wish I had a bike.. and the guts to walk out of my house just like that.. without informing anybody of my where abouts... Am not asking for much.. just some time for myself.. :(